| Pat - A - Pan |
[Dec. 25th, 2009|10:19 pm] |
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| | Mcfly & Busted - Build Me up Buttercup | ] |
 I miss Playdoh :( i havent used the two tiny containers of playdoh i got from Beatrice and Gladys 2, almost 3 years ago. i rmb when i was young, i had a Macdonalds play set, an ice cream making set and some others i fail to recall right now. Rarely made the icecreams cause you'd have to mix 2 colours of playdoh together. Haha. and i didnt like that. i miss miss miss pushing daisies:C i need need need/want want want a season 3:C Bummerxzxz Hmm, yknow what, Disney shows make me feel good(Y) i lubdub Peter Pan for life! Anyhoo, finally bought a book today. Somehow, i still dont feel content. :( haha. Shall shop for more books soon. Well, It's the 26th of december in a couple of hours/min Happy Boxing Day folks! ( Random list 2 )
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| Thank you Darling, for the most wonderful day i had in weeks! |
[Dec. 24th, 2009|11:48 pm] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | My Chemical Romance - All i Want For Christmas is You | ] |
Splendid splendid day. Lunch was great with awesome company. Walking down Orchard Road was great fun. Getting scared of pigeons, talking abt the funniest things that made us laugh out like like the idiots we are. hoho
Well, Christmas Decorations were nothing but road blocks. That explains why everywhere was crazy crowded with slow traffic. Jeez.
Well, What's Christmas without booze right? but damn, i dont got any at home left but 1 bottle of heineken. but my mom wants it. Darn it. Shall 'indulge' ._. in jolly shandy. kids play. haha where's the kick in there? Bummerz
I cant wait to get my hands on AP and Tv Hits magazines. But damn, why do they have to be so expensive:(( been browsing thru quite a lot of magazines today(Y) Hope to get Dear John tmr!
Hmm, Anyhoo, Have a Merry Christmas One And All.
( Random list 1 )
hehe i cant think of anymore. but omg, blondes make me melt. (Y)(L) |
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| Bastard |
[Dec. 24th, 2009|08:06 pm] |
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Fucking hate you. Such a spoiler. Hate you bastard |
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| Clone/copy and delete original |
[Dec. 23rd, 2009|05:23 pm] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Good Charlottle - The World Is Black | ] |
Well, for one, teach me. teach me how to be 'normal'. teach me, tell me how to be the perfect friend, the perfect cousin, the perfect whoever i am/should be to all you.
Someone, Anyone.
I honestly have no idea what the world wants of me.
Paranoia is being led from and leads to somewhere you know. It doesnt come out of no where.
I know how fucking stupid this is. to actually type all these rubbish here and having the doggone guts to click post.
But you know. this isnt the first time i've done something this stupid. so why not add another to the list. |
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| Dearest. |
[Dec. 23rd, 2009|01:28 am] |
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| |  grateful | ] |
He said that I've nice friends, and i think so too.
Friends who've been there during my ups & downs, & every other moment.
China doll Joch loves you all! 8) (Self-sensor the pink part,hahaha.) |
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[Dec. 22nd, 2009|01:53 am] |
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| |  bored | ] |
I'm tired yet i don't want to sleep -.- I couldn't sleep for 2 nights :( Maybe i've slept enough. Comp is so boring yet i'm still using it -.- Wds asked me to go to http://iamawesome.com/ All of you should go. It's damn lame. Haha. Bbq tmr :D I need to wake up early to get the things yet i'm still not sleeping. I'm going to get a new phone next month ^^ Can't wait. Can anyone tell me what to do online? I'm damn bored. Haiz |
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| Do you know the muffin man? |
[Dec. 21st, 2009|09:59 pm] |
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"You never really understand a person until you consider things from his point of view--until you climb into his skin and walk around in it."
This is a quote hard to forget. i mean, sometimes, i do consider things from another person's point of view. like you place yourself in another person's shoes in situations. to feel how the person would feel if you were to carry out your actions. Get what i mean? Okay, maybe you dont. Ahh, i just dont know how to string all the thoughts in my head right now into proper sentences onto this space.
Oh well. Had the weirdest dream last night. [well, what's new huh] It was bittersweet. Some things been haunting my dreams for days. Arghh, the torment. I hate waking up every few hours in the middle of the night. Why cant i just stay asleep till it's time to wake up. Gahhh :\ h8 it:(
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| Back to the future :( |
[Dec. 20th, 2009|09:14 pm] |
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Please don't let me go, i desperately need you
I hope what i think/feel is happening, isn't happening. Arghh, fml fml fml fml. Well, back to this hell hole. i wanna travel all over the world:( Better yet, i'd just wanna stay in the countryside. yknow, with little or no interaction with any other human beings besides your family. The only music you listen to would be the crickets, cicadas and what have you. Where you grow your own food for own consumption and perhaps sell some for a little extra cash, and your only job is to do chores, look after the crops, rot to death maybe? Still, you dont have to worry much money wise. No need for branded clothing and stuffs like that. Best of all, you wont worry about little things like, well, things. Dang it.
A week left till it's back to school
5 more days till Christmas
11 more days till 2010.
Shucks, i think maybe it's time to attend church. Like asap? I Love You God. Forever And Ever Amen |
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| LG. |
[Dec. 17th, 2009|01:11 am] |
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| |  excited | ] |
So life's been about slacking, going out, chores & looking for jobs.
I'm currently still jobless. HAHA.
BUT! Someone finally returned my call today.
Regarding data entry, hopefully that person calls back again!
But anyway, i feel blessed to be the youngest too.
The equivalence of having sponsers for my shopping sprees. :D
Life's been good. Someone turned me into an alcoholic. 8)
& christmas is coming, i likeeeeeeee.
I've decided to look up for a course/workshop to learn more stuff!
All i want for Christmas, is you. |
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| What? Are we not good enough? |
[Dec. 15th, 2009|08:05 pm] |
i am not some spare tyre for you to use.
i most definately not deaf.
and i do have m-f-ing feelings.
Never, never assume.
KTHANKSBYE. |
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| i love huihui. Hard to believe she's younger than me. |
[Dec. 15th, 2009|05:50 pm] |
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| |  depressed | ] |
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| | We the Kings - Rain Fall Down | ] |
i'm finding me out, i'm having my doubts, i'm losing the best of me.
A thing that's clawing inside of me, a pain that honestly almost knock the breath out of me. I thought i was good. good enough to not be bothered by such trash anymore. Well, guess not. It was the worst hit since 3 months ago. How can sth feel so hollow yet heavy? now That, science cant help.
It hurt so bad, i was squirming on my bed the entire night. Finally fell asleep at what? 4? water just kept streaming down my close lids like some broken tap.
Came back late last night. Almost died walking on the streets of orchard road. Farking cramps made me limp and walk barefoot-ed.
At least uncomfortable cramps made me forget about the ache in my chest for a while.
Good thing i dont end up screaming in my nightmares. i rarely or rather, never scream in my nightmares. So obviously in reality, i dont wake up screaming too. I'd wake everyone at home, up.
My head is seriously throbbing ever since i stepped into the train back.
Good God, help me:(
Amen.
FML |
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